long awaiting

back from dunno where.. blogging awhile again.. yea

oK.. 5 things on the agenda.. hope you peps understand.. yea

1) Shitty weird shit this passed few days on trying to change a certain lifestyle.. not wanting to put ppl on pedestal again.. yea.. been doing that since sec 2 and still live now to regret.. maybe its my character? who knows..

2) someone is with someone and that just made me slightly sad.. but wish the someone all the best..

3) viceroy sucks.. maybe a road of redemption to quitting

4) thinking of quitting cheer.. hope the final verdict comes to mind soon...

5) watched so much shows and found out a different thing.. a whole new perspective on man-female relationship and the shit that we can put ourselves through and yet still find happiness.. if the movies are just fantasy.. then i rather stay there..

oh yea.. lastly.. happy birthday to my 18 yr old cousin claressa on being 2 days older than 18.. lol.. great time of drink, smoke, ktv and talk.. now currently quite broke..