Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Wrong value system

the fucking family of mine is so screwed up its even worse than being in hell. what is to be treasured more, my health when i picked up smoking and they found out versus me lending the guitar i made with my own money from doing a job through cheerleading. which is more important and should kick up a fuss over?
sorry my parents chose the second.. and its going on from the time i am back till now.. my dad loves to disown me, wow i am so happy not to be part of this family anymore.. so much responsibility no space to do my shit and always focus on the wrong shit!!(PS. all the word FUCK is replaced with shit for a more decent phrase of speech). parents are still shitting talking about how i spend more money than my "brother" and say that i treat them like fairies, come to them only when money is concerned, yea yea.. gone were the days where they praised me, oh wait that never happen.. it's always how shitty u are, how u dun match up to people. how this Dip in New Media is nothing compared to Dip in IT and Dip in Business Application.. can tang jia. this is my life, screw u who act so high and mighty, i have grown wings and can fly but i dun desert my parents, not if logic applies, but this is so wrong it screws my mind. SHIT!!

2 comments:

holsuitangi said...

hye, bro, dun think so much! i'm sure things will work out well!!

HuiJuan said...

dots dots. why like that. ehs, never heard ur dad wants to disown u before. but well, since u quitting le.. so, yep. JIAYOUS TO THAT, jiayous to ur health also ((: