Forget and be forgotten

just rejected a job offer from like 2 weeks ago. ash seems like a nice person but somehow i got this gut feeling of not trusting his confidence in his work.. might be cuz i kanna a few times by ppl who "appear" friendly but apparently in it only for the money.. hmmm. yea rejected the offer.. now hunting again.. and damn tired.. by gym, by thinking by alot of things. argh!