i am out of the running for u

life was going bad before u came along
u showered me with love, affection and care
this is more than an emo song
of wanting u back in my life
is a string on a finger to nv trust love again

Love brought us high, love brought me back down
deeper than the darkest pits of hell
love shine like the sun so bright
and pattered down like the rain so kind
but all good things had an end
only that it ended when i think it should not end
sooner or late you will see
love has taken its toil on me

Many i have laid eyes on but never say
for the fear that i won't be good enough someday
well this moment came and i said those 4 little words
i love you so was what i said
from then till now it does not change
but why does cupid deal me an poison blow
to leave on it and never let it go
for better or for worse i know myself
but only with you my life seems fine compared to hell

when u did that single step
i told myself i won't turn back
to wait for you was what i say
but now the words has flown away
is it just me or am i insane

first few months was hard as hell
hot iron burning my skins and cells
everything wants you back
and even though i tried i never got you back

few months passed and our roads collide
seeing u walking with another guy
my heart shattered to the ground
and all of this, without a sound
i didn't complain i didn't like
to make u think you are my wife
cause at the end i always know
Loving someone is letting go

i took on a manequin masquerade
to mask my pain and stay the same
but at the end of the day we will see
if my love for u will remain
all the way to the end of the age

Life really sucks big time now
with a cold hard world i'm back in
i missed the warmth and sweet embrace
but knowing it i will hardly change
my selfish ways my lustful taste
cause somehow i think i grew up this way

found a "friend" called a pack
the bitter sting that this friend gives
change my dreams and warped my dreams
of wanting a family to settle down again

this i leave now this emo line
don't wait at all for time to come by
once is here and there is gone
forever and ever i love u so.