the fucking family of mine is so screwed up its even worse than being in hell. what is to be treasured more, my health when i picked up smoking and they found out versus me lending the guitar i made with my own money from doing a job through cheerleading. which is more important and should kick up a fuss over?
sorry my parents chose the second.. and its going on from the time i am back till now.. my dad loves to disown me, wow i am so happy not to be part of this family anymore.. so much responsibility no space to do my shit and always focus on the wrong shit!!(PS. all the word FUCK is replaced with shit for a more decent phrase of speech). parents are still shitting talking about how i spend more money than my "brother" and say that i treat them like fairies, come to them only when money is concerned, yea yea.. gone were the days where they praised me, oh wait that never happen.. it's always how shitty u are, how u dun match up to people. how this Dip in New Media is nothing compared to Dip in IT and Dip in Business Application.. can tang jia. this is my life, screw u who act so high and mighty, i have grown wings and can fly but i dun desert my parents, not if logic applies, but this is so wrong it screws my mind. SHIT!!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Back training & F1
Back training in the morning..
Bent over roll, no kick think cuz no form.. or too light.. onli 8.25 each side..
Pull-ups, damn little.. cuz not using tricep.. which are destroyed at the moment.. ouch.
deadlift, damn upset... drop from 35 each side to 28 each side only. but still quite high ar.. lol
T-bar row, improve from 25 to 27.5.. wohoo.. haha
Went to facial.. damn bloody pain.. and later after 2hours plus, my face like kanna sting by mosquitoes.. argh!!
Next, went to meet cousin claressa at heeren.. NUM got sales today. for those of your who missed it.. too bad.. 20% off storewide.. haha.. still aiming for other things besides NUM shirt, except maybe havianas, which i saw 2 hunks carrying as backpacks which are slippers that are made out of float materials.. yucks...
back to cousin's house to watch F1.. super fun..actually fan of ferarri but since they chui today.. wat to do.. must be the road.. but the lighting and video coverage was up to standard.. keep it up!!
Stop smoking officially today.. actualli took 3 sticks then threw the new pack i bought away.. cuz time to bulk.. not smoke.
Bent over roll, no kick think cuz no form.. or too light.. onli 8.25 each side..
Pull-ups, damn little.. cuz not using tricep.. which are destroyed at the moment.. ouch.
deadlift, damn upset... drop from 35 each side to 28 each side only. but still quite high ar.. lol
T-bar row, improve from 25 to 27.5.. wohoo.. haha
Went to facial.. damn bloody pain.. and later after 2hours plus, my face like kanna sting by mosquitoes.. argh!!
Next, went to meet cousin claressa at heeren.. NUM got sales today. for those of your who missed it.. too bad.. 20% off storewide.. haha.. still aiming for other things besides NUM shirt, except maybe havianas, which i saw 2 hunks carrying as backpacks which are slippers that are made out of float materials.. yucks...
back to cousin's house to watch F1.. super fun..actually fan of ferarri but since they chui today.. wat to do.. must be the road.. but the lighting and video coverage was up to standard.. keep it up!!
Stop smoking officially today.. actualli took 3 sticks then threw the new pack i bought away.. cuz time to bulk.. not smoke.
Rexaz & Wildcards visit
Today, woke up nothing to do, went to sch..
then realised rexaz got training.. go check it out. What do u know.. gary and candice is there. lol.. like rexaz junior reunion. nvm.. was fun, training with the only pressure to excel, feels good to have some experience.. lol..
then it was good-bye and hello wildcards.. unbeliveable.. they train sooooo near my grandma house.. lol...anyway.. was fun training with so many pros around.. and with yu-ting to keep me from going into emo mode cuz everyone there like together one clique. it was fruitful.. finally know whats the problem i have with toss up... not yet hands ar so cant put toss up hands... :P but still it was fun stunting besides ppl like vincent and chaang which shown enuf patience for a noob like me who cant toss for nuts.. lol and assisting my toss till my technique correct... and then lets not forget the ppl who willingly sacrifice themselves for the sake of my improvement, ruth and yu-ting.. thank you all so much for being there and "readily" available for stunting purposes. haha..
time to bulk up,shape up and cheer on!! JY to all cheerleaders in SG, whoever that read this that is:P
then realised rexaz got training.. go check it out. What do u know.. gary and candice is there. lol.. like rexaz junior reunion. nvm.. was fun, training with the only pressure to excel, feels good to have some experience.. lol..
then it was good-bye and hello wildcards.. unbeliveable.. they train sooooo near my grandma house.. lol...anyway.. was fun training with so many pros around.. and with yu-ting to keep me from going into emo mode cuz everyone there like together one clique. it was fruitful.. finally know whats the problem i have with toss up... not yet hands ar so cant put toss up hands... :P but still it was fun stunting besides ppl like vincent and chaang which shown enuf patience for a noob like me who cant toss for nuts.. lol and assisting my toss till my technique correct... and then lets not forget the ppl who willingly sacrifice themselves for the sake of my improvement, ruth and yu-ting.. thank you all so much for being there and "readily" available for stunting purposes. haha..
time to bulk up,shape up and cheer on!! JY to all cheerleaders in SG, whoever that read this that is:P
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