i had it already, all the late nights struggles, quarrels, debates.. wateva u call it.. its over.. i want to live a totalli diff kind of life, a life without any care.
Why bother when it doesn't matter, why care when u know u just gonna fall deep down when u trip once again?
Life just doesn't seem fair but its not me.. fate bent my hand, and i am taking my revenge.
Promiscious lifestyle, the hard fags, the spending life on any qualms and demands i want. that is the life i want now, why bother abour LTR when STR or ONS can even be fulfilled.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
Been a while.. my Friend
Sorry my friends, been a while since i came here. probably brain scattered all over... now things are clearing up and the fog is lifting, some lines to set down so i nv fall in the same pit again
1) the love of my current life might not be here anymore, so i guess it's good bye and good luck, no hatred no excuse, just wanting the best for u, and your best juz ain't me
2) Sat down for a talk at Starbucks clear everything up, just needed you to say the truth to my face, though it may seem i left sad and dejected, at least one thing in my mind stop wondering around.
3) Working out on board the ship calm down my mind, made my hands and legs busy and made me see that there's more to life than just getting in a R/s. not that it is no longer important.. its no longer a priority
4) though we shared a similar lifestyle, we seemed to be in different world, when i am around u i am left speechless, that cant be love...
5) to the people i have stepped on, pushed away, left no phone calls and no sms, i am sorry.. if life gives us a chance to meet again, we will surely reminisce the times we had
6) been im-ing u.. guess u my best friend has been busy.. too scared to call.. i mean. after a year and a half, calling doesn't seem like the best choice i think, waiting for your call S...
1) the love of my current life might not be here anymore, so i guess it's good bye and good luck, no hatred no excuse, just wanting the best for u, and your best juz ain't me
2) Sat down for a talk at Starbucks clear everything up, just needed you to say the truth to my face, though it may seem i left sad and dejected, at least one thing in my mind stop wondering around.
3) Working out on board the ship calm down my mind, made my hands and legs busy and made me see that there's more to life than just getting in a R/s. not that it is no longer important.. its no longer a priority
4) though we shared a similar lifestyle, we seemed to be in different world, when i am around u i am left speechless, that cant be love...
5) to the people i have stepped on, pushed away, left no phone calls and no sms, i am sorry.. if life gives us a chance to meet again, we will surely reminisce the times we had
6) been im-ing u.. guess u my best friend has been busy.. too scared to call.. i mean. after a year and a half, calling doesn't seem like the best choice i think, waiting for your call S...
Monday, January 5, 2009
Cheer spirit back to haunt me
got this big big uber large death-star size craving.. to cheer again!!
my line-up
1) ariel
2) yong ming
3) adrian
4) geraldine
5) me
BUT!!! so far.. it doesn't seem to be able to cheer.. someone save me!!!
my line-up
1) ariel
2) yong ming
3) adrian
4) geraldine
5) me
BUT!!! so far.. it doesn't seem to be able to cheer.. someone save me!!!
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