Love Once, Love Deep

When u came, i din noe
if it meant anything at all
First sight, something came
and i smiled not on the surface

We hit off, talked somemore
it didn't hurt that we had interests apart
we compromised, made time and yet
it still all fell apart

I told myself when i was young
crushes happens everywhere
but when i see a crush that reciprocrate
then i will leap right in both eyes closed

To love once to love hard
to give all i ever am and made to be
In with no regrets but here i stand
regretting why even we end up this way

The beautiful dream, the paradise
Whats left of it are thorns
thorns on a heart which pounds for u
only to realise the fire within u has faded

A heart which pounds nite and day
Finding someone else to fill the void
But everytime it reaches that
i take a knife and stab again

Friends should not bring friends down
they should keep bringing them up
and be there when they fall
But i dun want to fall

Everytime the void fails to be filled
Life fails to have a meaning
Life stops, not for me, but for the inner me
Life came when u were around, it stopped when u left

Existence is what i lived right now
dunno how long that will last
seeing it in this dark cave of mine
i am heading for a bottomless pit